Jenna Judd

May 25, 2021

Jenna Judd
Well, it's hard to believe that this is probably going to be my last European entry. Truly. I have been so eagerly awaiting my trip home that I never contemplated that I might experience sadness at the mere thought of leaving another city another time. I am completely excited to be coming home. Completely. But to my own surprise I must have cried about three different times yesterday just of the thought of the next big change that awaits me. Hell, I cried when Nino, my roommate for the last month Nino, a guy who in reality I barely know, packed his bags to head to Berlin for a job. Yep. That was a little embarassing. anyway, it was a lonely evening in the little apartment with thoughts of a big trip and no one to talk to them about. But maybe it's better to be alone at those kinds of moments. It seems appropriate. After all, a major part of this trip has focused around independence. About being away on my own and functioning on all levels - emotionally, physically, socially, and of course in terms of work. And I am grateful for the ride. It has been really important for me.

Interestingly, the last leg of this journey seems to taking place at a frenetic pace. (like that little rhyme there?) Late yesterday afternoon in between sob sessions, my booker calls. I am 99% confirmed for a catalogue shoot in Munich. Sweet! Next thing I know I've got the job, I leave Hamburg at 7:30 a.m. the next morning (today) and I return at 11:30 at night. Whooopppeee! And it's another job with a client that I worked for like ten days ago or something and they like me and I'm happy. Well, I'm at that job now typing all this because my first shot isn't until after lunch. Cool. And I am enjoying this quiet time right now because when I get home late tonight the chaos continues. I have to pack all my crap because tomorrow I am leaving Hamburg for a booking in Portugal after which I am flying directly to Toronto!!!! I arrive sunday at 4:45pm!!!!!!!!

So now there is no time for tears. Another small blessing. I wonder if there will be any time for sleep? I had to wake up at 5:15 a.m. this morning in order to get to my flight on time. Ouch. Who knows how late I'll be up tonight packing? My flight to Portugal also leaves in the morning so there won't be much time for beauty sleep. I want to take it easy when I get back to the city, you know. I just want to be with my loves: Matt and my family, before I head back to Hamburg for a job I booked on the fifth and sixth of June!!!!!!!!! Hell, why am I crying about leaving Europe? I'll be back in another week!!!!!!!!!

Jenna Judd is a Ford model.


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Laura Kell (Glamazoned)

Jasmine Foster (A Model Student)

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Britt Schafer (Quiddity)

Shawn Dezan (motivated//ambition)

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